Yup. I am so not ready to try again yet. I thought I was but you know, the whole bothering to pay attention to someone else and worrying whether or not they’ll like you is tiring and – honestly? – a bit tedious.
So I get the subtle kick in My behind: I’m still really into Me Time and figuring out what that is.
There’s far too little of it around to use it to concern myself with charming a male I don’t know very well.
I can see that Me Time has progressed from a total ‘me on my own time thing’ to an integrating of friends into Me Time. That is healthy.
Maybe I’m just ready for more of that?
1000 days 